When Silence Becomes My Companion...

Today my mind feels quiet yet heavy. People might think I should be worried about my life or the situation I’m in, but strangely, I’m not. Sometimes I do feel bad, but most of the time, I’m okay. I’ve always been the kind of person who never asks for anything from anyone except from my Appa, Amma, Akka, and Anna. They are my world. If I ever need something, I go to them. But today, for the first time, I feel like an orphan.

It’s not about money or material things. All I wanted was someone to talk to, to listen, to lean on, and to share a few words. That’s not disturbing, right? Yet, when I reach out and don’t get a response, something inside me breaks a little. As I write this, tears roll down without my control. My heart feels tight, and my mind whispers, “Leave it.” But my heart replies, “Just breathe and move.” I’m standing between these two voices, not knowing which one to follow.

At least I have my Aathi, my dog, my best friend, my silent listener. I talk to him, scold him, hug him, and suddenly, everything feels lighter. Maybe that’s what love does it listens without judging.

I know life doesn’t stay the same. Some days are filled with laughter others are wrapped in silence. But even in this silence, I’m learning to be strong, to heal, and to breathe through pain. Maybe I don’t have everything, but I still have myself and that’s enough to start again.

Sometimes, being okay doesn’t mean being happy; it simply means choosing peace over chaos and trusting that tomorrow will make sense of what hurts today.

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